same shit different day

its been 5 days into the new year and i have realized something. what is so different about today then a week ago. life still goes on. work, studies and the daily routine that keeps me occupied. then again, it is a foregone conclusion that we all know. there is no difference now that it is 2006. we are all still doing the same thing we did last year. the last 5 days have been very trying. it hasn't been the greatest of starts to the new year for me. some things were done, words were exchanged, people have been hurt and emotions have been flying of the handle. not the way i wanted to start off the new year. but i'm glad these things have happened. better to have these unfortunate incidents occur at the start of the year, settle the problems and now look forward to a better year. so as the new year begins for me, i just want to apologize to anyone that i may have offended or hurt. i'm sorry for whatever i've said. i'm sorry for losing my cool. sorry.